Let me begin by expressing my genuine love for every aspect of my musical career thus far. I wouldn't change a thing because it has brought me to where I am today.
The truth is, over the past few years, I have embarked on a journey of self-discovery and struggled to confront demons I wasn't even aware of. Ignoring these issues gradually distanced me from music, bit by bit. Places I once felt at home in started to feel uncomfortable, leading me to withdraw from going out. Consequently, I missed events, passed up opportunities, and eventually lost touch with people I deeply cared about. Performing, which has always brought me immense joy, dwindled over the past two years. It became clear that something needed to change.
Finally, I stopped resisting and heeded the advice of those closest to me. I sought professional help to confront and address my demons. It has been approximately six months since I began this journey, and for the first time in years, I feel a sense of clarity. I am now able to face my daily battles and strive to become the person I aspire to be.
With all that being said, I am thrilled to introduce my latest project, "Pat James and The Whole Truth." This is a solo endeavor where I will share my stories through various sonic expressions, just like any other singer/songwriter. However, to complement my music, I have assembled an exceptional band called The Whole Truth.
Over the years, I have written numerous songs that didn't quite fit into my previous projects, leaving them neglected like orphans residing in the voice note section of my cellphone. Launching this project and completing these songs feels unfamiliar and daunting. Will people appreciate them? Will they listen and support me? Is this the right decision? These intrusive thoughts linger daily, but I constantly remind myself that these songs are mine—pieces of me. As long as I love and enjoy playing them, that's all that truly matters.
So here we go. I currently have a file folder on my phone containing nearly 30 completed songs. Additionally, there is another file with almost 20 half-completed songs, so there is no shortage of material to work with. I have been collaborating with a few talented musicians, and the initial selection of songs is sounding amazing! Furthermore, I possess a notebook filled with ideas and plans outlining what I hope to achieve and offer to my fans.
Most importantly, I am grateful for the love and support of my closest friends and team members. Finally, I hope to capture YOUR attention and inspire you to join me on this exciting new journey.
My vision is to build a community of music lovers where I can share my music from conception to completion. I aspire to create a space where we can pull back the curtain and reveal the processes behind the scenes. This blog will play a significant role as it will serve as a platform for updates, thoughts, and insights. I am also considering a podcast version to further engage with you, as well as livestreams and video content.
If this resonates with you, I encourage you to follow me on social media, and particularly here on my website, as it will be the primary hub for the majority of my content.
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